Something pushed deep into my soul

23 is a number of age appears to be a little old but a new beginning for man who desires a bright
destiny with comfort.But with a keen competition nowadays,actually we often call it cruel,we usually have no second choice but to have a sad life which is far from our fantastic imagination.
The goal of people's life is to pursuit happiness.To achieve it,we human made a evolution and it is still continuing and we now have more obligations than ever before because we have to keep this progress or to retain what we have had.
Anyway,we are still man with emotion,with the rights to seek for our own life expected.There are people who are always recognized as great giant,but no one should be mocked and ignored.
I never conceal my disappointment in my life,job and love.But I'm willing to study hard and work harder before the age of 30 when I have planned to retire.
30 is an end and a new beginning for me if it comes at last.